When the Stars came down…

Have you ever prayed through the night

Such That…The Stars…

Came down & sat besides…

“As your Heart Dissolved in Gods”

& He no longer could Ignore it’s cry!

When my heart cried for Coco & tears

Lay as soft water of a heart,

Who’s longings too dissolved,

Into A Love, Of No prayers, No Chants

Yet every breath in Silent-Autonomous-Grace- Prayed!

(29th August/2022)

Can I Ever Abandon you my child

Not even a single blade of grass is beyond my reach!

What makes you think

This Sai Shall Abandon, His Kith!

“My Delays are not my Denials!”

Time & again I’ve come to remind you of that!

Thy Pain Only & Only I’m Aware of!

Thy Tears have for long washed my feet & purified Thy soul!

This Sai Knows even before the pain wrenches it’s own

Even before a thought emerges Or water from thy eyes flow

I know; For I'm That Parent who never Forsakes!

When I’m Quiet; Know it’s only because

I carry you in the heart of my hearts

& let your tears be communion of your silent prayers!

You’re Mine Even before to some worldly body of a parent you’re born!

I know, For I’m that love of-

"A Thousand Mothers";

Who remains silent when her child weeps

& carries her on her bosom

Where there’s Assurance & Peace!

“Why Fear My Child!”

Why thou separate yourself in a thought;

You’re Never  out of my reach!

Behold Thy heart in prayers!

This lord of Parthi Never Fails its child

For Beloved thou art My Self!

This child in you is nothing

But a reflection of my Purity!

Behold & Know;

This Lord of Parthi knows thy heart

& kneels down to Those Prayers;

Where Truth Alone Sings!

“Thou can never leave my gate empty!”

For Beloved, you’re mine even before

This breath ignited life in thee

Then tell me, What can hold you from me!

Tell me, Will this Sai,

Ever Fail to fulfil Thy needs!

For I know even before a tear drop falls,

As it only does so after it wrenches

The heart & soul;

Where I Reside Eternally!

This lord of Parthi never once lets his child leave his door empty!!!

Behold My Child Thy Heart

& Be Ready To Receive,

For this Grace is that of

A Thousand Mothers

Whose coiffures of love are Ever Giving!!!

From your  Parent

(29th June/2022)

This later poem, Swami gave me right after my recent Parthi visit in the month of

June 2022.

My husband & I went to Puttaparthi to leave

Behind Ashes of my pet-child Coco in the

Holy Chitravati river.

Basically I had a very strong desire to take Coco at least once to puttaparthi as he was the only baby Swami gave me, but for some reason we couldn't do while he was alive

He truly was Swamis Prasadam of Grace, Blessings & Love in my life, Who helped me through the chronic ailment I had been dealing for 2decades & had saved me innumerable times as he was a trained therapy dog, Who even worked on many projects to help childrens & adults

It's only in the month of August that Swami through some signs told me that the illness that no doctors could diagnosis nor help is Lupus, after almost 4months of Cocos passing

This poem was given cause I had prayed for something in parthi & Swami had not responded then, So in my heart I asked him,

"Will you let me go Empty Handed Swami"

& just 3-4days after parthi visit he gave this poem of A Love of A Thousand Mothers & the

Concept of the Painting is -

When in One's most heart-wrenching painful & tiring times, Simply Surrender your life as

His Dear/Deer at his Lotus Feet, when nothing makes sense

©️ Meghna/2022