Amidst Purple Clouds

There’s Something very Beautiful that Coco has taught me in this journey through lupus, to Accept the Situation that life has put me in, because simply by Accepting there’s A Calm strength that envelopes you in pain & to Rise Above the situation

I  simply held Cocos jar of ashes, the other day, to my heart with unending tears flowing all the while in that Calm Silence- “Thanking Him”, for his Love to Accept the way this pain turned everything in our life. A Dogs love Always Accepts you for what you are, for they aren’t here to “Fix Or Change”, But “Only to love!”

There’s a Power when we’re Thankful in every turn of life, especially when life reigns a downpour of unending difficulties.

For Gods heart melts at your “Thankfulness”, even whilst he’s Aware of the storms you’re facing. Thankfulness Alone is the Highest of Prayer where you’re telling God-

“I Trust & place my life in your hands”

Since last year lupus took a deteriorating turn, such that I was expected to undergo a surgery regarding some pressing issue, as I was in wrenching pain for weeks, but considering the adverse effects of medication, the doctor wasn’t keen.

Even last month with sinus blocking to the extent of pressing upon my optic nerve, I was asked the same.

But the nerve pain on my scalp & severe lupus fog for months, left me with Zero choice & strength to undergo any kind of surgery.

& simply putting myself under the knife is Not an option when Lupus is the underlying cause affecting in multiple ways with No Cure

I’ve simply left with Baba- “the reins of my life”

I’ve come to realise that when life is collapsing on all fronts-

“Simply turn to Silence” & thank God!

This painting is A picture of that moment of Thankfulness of Love, Where Cocos to me is that big warm ball of light, as I hold on to him, in Gratitude!

©️Meghna/2024